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I’ve been feelin’ like crap for the last few days. (Hopefully I’ll be over it by the end of the weekend).

Decided to go out last night to a karaoke bar. Actually put on makeup and hair, as an attempt at not looking quite as bad as I felt. At the bar, I thought I saw a cute guy sitting across the way, but then he “stood up” and went to sing a song. He was short and he sang Reggae. Womp and womp.

The short I might be able to work around, but the Reggae??? Never.


My sickness took over me, so I left the bar early and went home where I watched “The Amazing Race” before falling asleep. I have a crush on “Big Easy”, one of the Harlem Globetrotter contestants in the race. He’s so big and mighty! Watching him made me feel better. (I hope they win!)


Today I discovered that my “friend“, who got married last year and ruined our chances of being together, just became a father.

Another man that I’ve met over the course of my life, who has since found love, married, and started a family. Man, I can’t even say that all the men I’ve encountered along the way have been a bust. Either I’m the bust, or I just chose to focus on the busted men……which ultimately makes me a bust.

I’m (not so) secretly hating on him, his wife, and his baby. I mean, I’m happy for them. Nothing against them. Just a lil unhappy for myself (which is usually where “hate” stems from).

I gotta figure out what’s going on with me, and I gotta do something with myself. I’m not sure what, but something’s gotta give.


I’m pretty excited about joining Women’s Bible study next week. Maybe I’ll make some new friends. Or at least get a mentor or something.