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My second set of school loans just kicked in. Glad I got all that traveling out the way, cuz I’ll be on lock down from now until further notice.

 
I even gotta downgrade my cable and cell phone services. *sigh* I guess I didn’t really need the We channel, Animal Planet, Showtime/HBO (I interchange depending on which shows are airing), and all those Music Channels.

But I’ll still have ESPN, MTV, Bravo, Lifetime, and my HD stations, so……I guess I’ll survive. I can’t downgrade further than that tho. Basic Cable??? Eck! Standard is bad enough.

So that means I gotta watch all I can by tomorrow. And my DVR is 92% full. I have a busy night ahead of me.

 
I’m secretly back on Weight Watchers. I’ll let yall know when I drop 20 lbs. If you don’t hear from me by Christmas……just wait longer.
 

 
I bought a treadmill. Damn thing tried to kill me when the weight loss program decided I needed to run. Bastard. But I ain’t no punk. I’m hangin’ tough. Though I just got my hair did, so I might not be runnin’ quite as hard as before (I know Dr. Ian said that I need to get over that hair excuse, but dammit, he doesn’t have to deal wit it or pay for it! - Lord knows I wish he DID tho!!!).

So the pseudo and I had a big fight, and I finally drove it home that I don’t wanna be his boo. Non-romantic acquaintances……perhaps. But I’m not ready, able, or willing to participate in the full on partnership that he wants.

My 10 day vaycay was right on time. We (I) definitely needed the time apart.

I saw him yesterday. He asked me if I still felt the same as I did before I left. I told him yes, but that lil sneak went and got his hair cut, lined up his beard, got some new jeans, and did some push-ups or somethin. He was lookin MY-T-FINE! He knew what he was doin’.

But I’m still not entering the partnership.

He’ll be back today.

 
I went and acquired some new music today.

 
This is some bullshit. I’m done with this weight loss shit.

 
How da fuck it take me five weeks to lose 5 lbs, and one week to gain it all back?

 
Its a C-O-N-spiracy. And I’m done.

 
I’m tired of counting, writing, and measuring.

 
Can’t I just live and breathe?

 
Fuck it.

 
Ya girl needs to go grocery shopping. Stat.

Results–

 
This week I lost: 1 lb
Recent running total: 6 lbs lost
From my highest weight I’ve lost: 47 lbs

 
Yeah, so I got fucked UP last night. I didn’t mean to……but it just kinda happened. I damn near forgot what day it was until my trusty Weight Watchers senses tingled, and told me to look at my scale for today was indeed Wednesday.

 
Being that I had a bad food night this week (there’s always at least one) and consumed large amounts of alcohol the night before weigh-in, I didn’t know what to expect this morning. But I stuck to the program for the most part. My biggest problem, besides not working out, is the likka. I keep some kinda drank in my fridge at ALL times. Its usually wine, or lately some form of lite beer (eck, I know! but i’ve gotten used to it…so long as its cold).

What can I say?

I’m my grandfather’s granddaughter. He’s 75 and still keeps a bottle of scotch handy.

Results–

 
This week I lost: 2 lbs
Recent running total: 5 lbs lost
From my highest weight I’ve lost: 46 lbs

Whew! A breakthrough. Well Thank God for that!

 
Welp, no big spiel today. I already said yesterday that this week was a(nother) wash. I was just prayin that it wasn’t too damaging.

Results–

 
This week I lost: 0 lbs
Recent running total: 3 lbs lost
From my highest weight I’ve lost: 44 lbs

Yup, stayed the same. Thank you Jesus! I’ll take it, considering how this week went.

But on a lighter note (no pun intended)……

 
As I was dancing in front of the mirror this morning, in my boy shorts, listening to Danity Kane’s song “2 of You“, I couldn’t help but admire my glorious figure. Sure there’s an extra roll here, a lil pudge there, and that damn stretch mark that’s still lingering (ok maybe there’s more than one), but I was STILL smokin in them boy shorts!

 
With that bit of booty peeking out at the bottom……

 
……LOL, maybe you didn’t wanna know all that, but forget yall! I’m sexy. If I’d put my heels on, it really woulda been over. I’m ALLLL legs, baby. I’d upload a picture, but ummm, I’m tryna keep this site PG-17.

Yeah today’s still a good day. (oooo-oh-oooo)